rest in peace, abang adi. :')

and again, it will feel extremely sad whenever any close family or friends will go somewhere and never come back. :'/ you'll get what i mean.

i knew him in year 2009. thats mean i've known him for almost 6 years. another 4 years, it will complete 1 decade. but, life is just in a temporary time. when HE said " it's to go! ' who are you to avoid it and just to accept it. you could'nt do anything by that time. Im so grateful to get to know you even in a period of time. :'/

my intention last night was just to read e-novel from the internet and before that i wanna check the facebook's notification. but, when i saw his status saying that..

" Al-Fatihah to my brother.
21:00.

will delete this fb tomorrow "

it's make my jaws dropped! he never told me he had a leaukimea. instead, he said that he was fine. how could i accept the news? :s no one told me he was sick. he should told me earlier. :# Im the only one know tanda-tanda abang yang obvious starting pervious couple of months. :'(

mama, shasha and nana still in shocked. they also knew you well. we won't forgotten abang pernah bagi duit raya arah kami when abang keraja bibd bank. semua tu kenangan saja. :'D

Nevermind, rest in peace abang adi. you're such a good brother to me before. :') Now it's raining, abang kan turun tanah kali pagi ani. :'s

Life is too short.

Tulusly,
your adik. <3